Song : Dark Lotus : My First Time
Mood : Can't really say.....

What's up muthafuckas? It's me writin' in this journal thing. Wanna know why? Cause I want to do something... but I can't do something and I don't know what the fuck to do. Let me explain....

Basically, I want to play some video games. But for some reason I can't get myself to do it. I played a little Megaman today and had to quit after a little bit. Same goes for playing a little Pokemon on GBA. I want to play... but I can't. Strange. I hope this don't last long. heh.

Been playing a bit of Mortal Kombat 1 on my old Genesis lately (you know, before my little episode). This game is so fuckin' good. I know it's old, but it's a muthafuckin' classic. Yep. So I'm playing and playing and it's fun. But here is some more news...

I bought the NEW Mortal Kombat game for Xbox. This is probably what made me wanna play the old Genesis game. I love Mortal Kombat. Best fighting game series ever, and Mortal Kombat 2 on SNES is easily one of my favourite games ever. For those that wanna know this is probably how that list goes. Top 3 only though.

1) Final Fantasy 3 SNES
2) Baldur's Gate Dark Alliance 1 PS2
3) Mortal Kombat 2 SNES

Yea, that's it. I'm pretty sure. Some other games come damn close (like Super Mario 3, or the Sims). Just sharin' a little info on your favourite serial killer.

Gotta talk about work. GOD DAMN! Tonight kicked so much ass, I can't really explain it. It was a shipment night, but we didn't get started on that until about 7:30. But the night just kicked ass. Hopefully tomorrow is just as good. I'll explain later.

Bought a few things the other day. Two CDs and one DVD.

DVD - Leon : The Proffesional - An AMAZING movie. It's about a hitman who lives by himself, and the next door family gets murdered but the 12 year old daughter survives. She doesn't know the hitman, but she begs him to let her into his house and he does. Then the rest is about her getting revenge on the murderers and the relationship of the kid and the hitman. Basically, because he is a Hitman he is cold, and wants to be by himself. But because of the addition of this little girl in his life, you see him evolve because his life is changing. Excellant film!!!!!!!

CDs - Outkast : Stankonia - Gotta love Outkast. Great music here and I wanted to pick up this CD for a long time now.
Tom Waits : Real Gone - New Tom Waits release bitches. His music is hilarious. Had to pick it up.

Well, I bought these things and what do you know. The next day there are TONS of things I wanna buy. Tons! Damnit. heh. Can't buy em all. I wanna save up a little something something.

Finally, last thing. Doubt anyone reads this but I just gotta spit this shit somewhere you know?
Anyways..... I am so angry at myself. I haven't got my G2 yet.... FUCK! I just can't call to book the appointment because I don't have faith in my skills even though I'd probably do good. It's been more then 1 year since I was at Young Drivers. They had a great program.... but I just can't book that fuckin' appointment..... I hate myself for that. I gotta do something.


That's all......
Kinda feel better. I just like to post a journal because I got things to say that I normally just can't. I wanna say more... but can't do that either because there is just a lot of shit that can't be written down yet.....




FUCK! I can't believe I put that down. I hate online journal shit and here I am writin' in one and sayin' strange things. Heh. I'm messed up.